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Yeah!!!
finally I reached at Sibu Airport at 9am yesterday
my bro fetched me to LCCT at 5am
I thought there will be less ppl crowded at airport early in the morning
but who knows, still got a lot of ppl there
I reached there exactly one hour before my flight
cant even spend 15 mins to online
after check in I straight away enter the departure area and waiting for the gate to be opened.

taken while i was sitting inside the plane..the sky is still dark yet beautiful

at LCCT~so many ppl..luckily I didnt get lost inside >.<

while waiting to check in. AK5190, the plane that took me home this sem. =)

This time I was going back alone without accompanied by friends, feel quite lonely during the journey =(
However, even though i haven back to my real hometown but at least can see my grandma, bro and father
2moro is my grandma's bday
that's y i still staying in Sibu
btw~
before i came back i went to sunway with my coursemates
It was a really enjoyable trip~
It was first time I challenged myself to experience on the 360° swings of the Tomahawk and Pirate's Revenge!!!
luckily i didnt vomit at the end
but it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo SCARY!!!!
I DID SCREAMED LIKE HELL!!!
Then we went to try The Lost of Gold ( I hope i spell it right~~)
but after experienced the scariest games this one was really like makan kacang nia~~ =p
for more pic pls see the pics uploaded on facebook ^^

just a short update for this post while killing time waiting for the pics to be uploaded on fb completely ^^
cant online as often as before since now onwards
dono why after back to home feel no passion to online~
i plan to spend the rest of my sem break by reading the books i bought within these few days
These are the books I found really interesting n I cant wait to read them at home~

all are my fav type of books = detective books~
and I found that the price for single book is much more cheaper if u buy at Sibu
but of coz at bookstore in KL got more choices
really pokai liao now
spent too much money on trip n books
cant go and buy new spec at this moment althought today I really found a nice frameless spec but it costs RM200++
=.=
wait until next month la
hope the spec is still there
pls wait for me to become ur new owner
XD

that's all for this post
to all my friends who still haven finish their finals
sabar sabar n sabar yea
ganbatte n all the best
take care
^^

Yeah~
Finally I finished my finals lo
Yesterday was the day for last paper-Physical Chemistry
At the moment when the invigilator said:" Stop writing...."
I took a deep breath and HUH!!!
What such a relief after drowning and struggling for finals
On the way going back I can saw many ppl went to back and took money from ATM
haha~
including me as well
Our initial plan was go to kpg bali to have our dinner after the final but unfortunately our bro Kok Hock overslept >.<
haha~
but at night while I was packing
Molly asked me whether wanna go out to Ipoh and watch movie or not?
lol, guess what I did then?
of coz going out la~
finish final liao le
must at least celebrate lo ^^
Kok Hock said wanna bring us go to watch movie--2012
but unfortunately when we reached jusco
the cinema was really crowded with ppl
we need to queue up for very long time if we want to watch movie
so bo bien la
gave up Plan A and we moved to Plan B
got backup plan somemore
=p
we went eat mamak!!!!
due to lacking of time i cant upload the photos we took last night
molly tlg upload on facebook or ur blog ar~~
but it was a really nice outgoing~
and I just want to say
I don want to eat Penang Lobak anymore!!!!
muahaha~
back to utp around 1am
and i continue to pack my stuff until 4am
@-@
why i got so many things ar???
>.<

Guess I should stop blogging at this moment
gonna double check whethere I got missed something or not~
will go to kl first
then 2moro go to Sunway!!!
and will take the earliest flight at 7am going back to Sibu
happy holiday everyone
for those who haven finish their papers
keep on add oil yea~
maybe next sem it's ur turn to finish final earlier le
who knows right?

bye bye UTP for 2 months
I wanna go home and rotting
I want to watch the latest Hong Kong drama n Taiwan drama!!!
Will miss all my uni frens
muackssss~~~

Warm regards
CJ =)
12.32pm
V4A-F2-05

When the exam period was officially get started
I am really not realized time flies so fast
just within 3 days
I finished 3 papers, out of 4 papers
that's mean I still left one more paper to end my First Year First Sem studies.
0.0
I believed this time the luck is not with me all the time during the exam
again n again for the three continuos papers
I screwed up all of them
Especially DE
really fed up when I had put so many efforts on it but I was totally blur and shocked when I look at the question..
Maths once was my favourite subject
but now I found out that I will prefer to study subject that need a lot of memorising technique
like oil n gas
Am I really choosing the right pathway to study in engineering?
Or I should choose to be a teacher rather than an engineer?
But however
today my nightmare was gone dy
Yesterday was the first time ever in my time I felt like want to "ham tao mai cheong" after the exam
Was having headache and I forced myself to sleep for awhile to continue study ochem
at the end I still managed to burn the midnight oil
stay awake until I went for the ochem exam this morning
I had tried my best to answer all the questions
I just wish I will never have to study about ochem again
I cant wait to study for the subjects I am going to take next sem
especially Fluid Mechanics
it sounds cool
hehe~

I should be taking long nap now
but in contrast i feel so energetic now
not sleepy n tired at all
is it because i am too happy to "graduate" from organic chemistry??
erm...
it's true my nightmare was ended
but there are some missing marks for my ochem coursework marks
I don have marks for assignment part (although we never have any assignment given, perhaps Piven just give the marks randomly)
5 marks le
It means a lot to me
who knows with that extra 5 marks I can get better score for ochem??
Same problem as my DE assignment
but that one was settled down dy
Hope the same for ochem la~~

Last paper to go before I go back to enjoy my long sem break
Pchem is my last hope!!!!
wanna try my best to score it since physics is my favourite subject.
Counting down the days left to Sunway as well
cant wait to go HOME!!!!
=D

Next week the final exam week is officially started
within 2 weeks time I will again back to my sweet home
This time I will go back without bring my laptop
how the life without laptop n internet will be?
some ppl might think that I cant survive without laptop n internet
not really..
what i cant live without is books...........
not academic books but novels, fiction books . detective books..
hehe
=p
the reason to online is..
i just need to check my mail box everyday and plurking everyday
other than that like fb n pps
i only play them during my freetime
i like chatting
but only with certain friends
I really wonder why my lifestyle in UTP is totally different with my lifestyle when i am back to my hometown
my lifestyle in UTP is not healthy at all
-stay awake until late (sometimes not study but do for nothing >.<)
-eat unhealthy food
-i didnt eat breakfast
-didnt read "jing shen shi liang" -- newspaper everyday
-addicted to fb, plurk n pps
-addicted to caffeine

but during the time i back to hometown
i tend to
-sleep very early b4 11pm n wake up at 8am
-eat nice food
-eat breakfast is a must
-the first thing i do after wake up is read newspaper , so u can always ask me for the latest news..hehe
-less fb-ing, plurking, pps-ing, blogging
-no coffee drink at all
-can yumcha n gathering with frens
and of coz, last but not least
-rotting at home
lolz~

when i am going to enjoy my sem break for this sem
i want to try n see how my life without laptop will be
but sure i can still survive la
will only get bored lo
-i want to get car license
-finish watching all the latest drama
-re-contact with my penpals
-gathering with all ex-classmates
-celebrate grandma's birthday
-find a part time job (maybe nia..)
-gossiping, yumcha, n lepak-ing around with my frens
-go to library n borrow all the new books
-change new IC
-finish reading the books i bought
-learn how to play basketball well
-writing articles everyday
-learn how to cook well
-make a tough decision

cant wait to go home
there are so many problems that make me annoyed now
i don wan to face them, don wan to solve them n i don wan to care them anymore
so don get surprised if u cant find or lose contact me during this sem break
i just need to run n escape from all these problems that made me lack of breath
i need rest, a long break n a vacation to somewhere

but before this
i just need to finish my final
4 papers (only??)
ya..
4 papers nia
so be tough Chiang Jinn
be patient
do well in final
then i can have a trip to sunway be going back lo
i will finish final on 17 nov 5.30pm--the moment of freedom!!!

to all my frens
good luck in ur final exam as well
and to my juniors who are going to sit for SPM this year
do ur best n i hope can see u in UTP next year
i will be a nice senior and make sure u enjoy UTP life a lot
=p

signing off,
back to "chewing" ochem mode
(y ochem is so difficut to be understood????)
9.57am

~漫漫长夜，唯有手提电脑，豆奶及无聊顶透的Organic Chemistry书本陪我度过~

或许失眠也不错
可以有更多时间做更多事情
希望我的身体支撑得了
加油~

Someone shared with me what he think of me just now
well..
surprisingly
i never thought i did pissed him off sometimes
I really really dont have intention to make ppl pissed off
sometimes i talk before i "filter" the words first
that's what ppl said "说话不经大脑"
yup
I am that type of person
I dono sometimes my words can hurt other ppl
I really don wish to hurt other ppl
I am lack of awareness on "filtering" my words all the time
I just simply say out what I want to say
sometimes i get excited easily
I dono that will bother u at the same time
Sometimes i act silly and childish
I know about that
this is one of my biggest weakness
i get used dy
I wish to treat everyone around me nicely
I wish everyone happy when i am around
I wish i will bring happiness to everyone
But when i think again what u said
I think maybe i was did it in wrong way
some ppl might not be able to accept the way i treat them
I thought i did it in right way
now i realized
I should act more mature
be more serious
and act like a girl
but i just wondering
why i cannot be myself?
the real me?
I am really sorry if i ever made u ppl pissed off or hurt by my words or actions
Thanks for reminding me
I am willing to be open-minded and accept ur opinions
I will never realized about it unless someone is reminding me
I am not good in "polishing" my words
But sometimes I was trying to hide my true feelings with my fake smiles
I am self-protecting
maybe that's y i will do soemthing just to protect myself from being hurted
u might see me gila gila all the days
but that's one of the way i pretend to be "happy"
i forgot when was the last time i smiled sincerely from the bottom of my heart
and i know i always crap a lots
and then LOL like a siao zha bo
if no one makes me smile
i should make myself smile, isnt?
haha~

I think i need to have self-reflection
I just wish to be more mature and serious when i should be serious
be a mature girl
be independent
be serious in whatever i do
I wish to be a better one
I want to be cheerful as usual
I wish i could.....
I guess i will think a lot of things before i go to bed....